True Love (not your average love poem)

So last night i dreamt of two bodies dancing.
I could not see their faces but i knew that i knew them.
Their bodies bumped and grinded to the rhythm of the beat.
Slow and steady, face to face never looking at me but only each other.
I'm not going to lie this had me kinda going.
I mean the way they was going at it, I wanted to join so bad.
I started to make my way toward them but i stopped not wanting
to make them stop and this show to end.
The obvious love between this two people set my soul on fire.
I wanted so badly to be loved like them.
It was like I would feel their passion and love but it wasn't my own, I wanted my own.
The show went on for hours and never once did it lose my attention.
It only made my desire stronger for more.
I could not take it anymore.
I had to get closer,
yet the closer i got, the more the curves of the body
got familiar and more similar to each other.
Both the curves of a woman and my heart began to race.
Both women hair freely in twined together I had to see their faces.
I shouted for them but they never missed their beat
dancing to the same steady beat.
Then I reach out and she looks at me,well they but she.
They both were me.
My face, my hair, my curves.
Both these women were me.
Loving me, so loving myself.
They symbolized me loving me.
Then I woke up

Scream

This isnt a poetry corner or a lyrical sheet.
I wont always write shyte that makes you say damn
or have you feel modivated to move mountains and change ya life.
This is where I scream it out, for me and only me.
This is where my reality and my dreams crash head to head
where my pain and anger from defeat coexist with the joys and happiness of my good fortune.
anything goes here
So Ima Scream It Out!